[ ACAP K.A.L.I ]

geli pulak ak ngn tajok tu.hoho.ok2,sdkt lirik~

on diz sleepless nite,
d memories show up in mind,
i cann0t resist it,
i'm t0o weak to refuse it...(bait2 lg 'memoirs' ciptaan ayuni)

yup, d lyrics are really meaningful for me at diz m0ment!
cant sleep.yaa, i n0e it's still early to sleep. but my parents n sists r already slept,
leave me alone n let me feeling blue..ahakzzz!!wutever~~

suddenly,i remembered all th0se memories..bitter,sweet,sour,n bla2...y eh?y ppl r easily changed their behaviors?sumtimes we think we r totally n0e him/ her in out..but suddenly they bcome a stranger to us n mke us totally misjugding them n change our impressions,perceptions towards them.they can easily shift or twist their characters..y?y? n y? (sbb iman manusia sntiase brubah2)

it's hard to understnd ppl. bak kate dato dr fazilah kamsah, even husband n wife p0n are still need to learn their partner's behaviours evryday.wake up in d morning n assume dat our husband/ wife r a stranger to us. n we need to start a new r/ship,new conversation, new interaction, n so on..huh!is dat hard???but it's ok lar to maintain d r/ship wif our partner...

s0metimes we need to respect others decision. in diz context, pakwemakwe or husband/wife yg bt kptsn tok tgglkn psngn laa..yup.sometimes we need to.we hv to respct them. but it depends on d reason itself..for ppl yg kureng kerasionalan nye mcm ak ni, maybe it really tkes time to accept,swallow d reason y they make d decision.if d reason is really d0esnt mke sense, then i'll curse them to go to hell!!!hahah(eh,tadelaa kejam sgt smpi camtu!) but at least i wont accept it jz like dat.u noe, i'm jz an ordinary person wif full of revenge!!hoho.again.i'm not dat cruel.but sort of.haha.

n y ppl need to b loyal to their partners? if its w0rth, then its ok..but h0w if it's really worthless??how can we noe? by trusting he/she?we dont even noe wat did they do behind us.so how???eh,kamonlaa~da beso pnjg p0n xkn nk becinte maen2 lagi kot...so.pliz.dont gv me a damn coz i d0nt gv it to u!!ssungguhnya Tuhan maha nampak~~oke?

aik?? rase mcm pnjg ben0 lak p0st kali ni.jz nk crite generally je..better pen off~~~

Ya Allah,tetapkanla iman ku,iman pasanganku. kurniaknla ak psngn yg beriman yg dpt membimbing ak dan anak2 ku ke jln mu.aminn

[ P/S : I LOVE Y.O.U ]

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice,
And I love your warm smile.

I love you today,
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever,
With all of my heart.

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night,
I think of your arms being around me,
and cannot express my delight.

You are such an amazing person,
and without you I don't know where I'd be,
Having you in my life,
Completes and fulfills every part of me.

So thank you my Love for being there,
For suporting me, my life,
I'll do the same for you, i bet you i will
n i thank God each time,
for making you as mine!

specially dedicated to my bel0ved one..
i luv u s0 much!

ya Allah,peliharalah hbngn kami dgn rahmatmu .aminn

[ A MONTH OF D.I.S.A.S.T.E.R ]

tensi0n wif d water pr0b yg makin menjadi2 di k0lej kediaman YAB. y must YAB??d 1 n only 1 h0stel dat shud hv faced diz water pr0b?? sgguh b'laku tidak adil di situ.mentang2 kolej ni kolej terbuang!

tension dgn lapt0p yg r0sak n terbengkalai mcm ikan salai dek ketiadaan wang..elaun yg xmuncul2 sgt menguji tahap kesabaran!!

prasaan n em0si yg sgt2 xstabil krn peri0d! dgn mslh2 yg melanda lately ni..s0, kaum lelaki, sile bljr trime keadaan awek2 or istri2 msg2 ketika mereka sedang dtg bulan oke!! kami tdk meminta dilahirkn prasaan sebegini!

esemen n presentati0n yg mule dtg bertimpa2..but its ok..it's n0rmal rite?so,xtensi0n sgt psl mende ni.

but anyway,anyh0w..t0morr0w i'm 0ff to kl..s0rt of releasing tensi0n..

release la sgtt...tp blehlaa..nk g jejalan mkn angin n hv a talk wif tun Dr.Mahathir..

Ya Allah,permudahkan segala urusanku..sem0ge ak tabah m'hadapi ujian2 Mu ini.amin

[ L.I.F.E ?? ]

it's all about taking chances,

about d0ing sumthing,

it's about being g0ofy,

it's about NOT caring

what other people think,

it's ab0ut learning to

L0VE what u hv..

THAT'S LIFE!!

so,live ur life to d fullest~~

[ DON'T SPREAD THE R.U.M.O.U.R.S ]

salam..
ntah knp tibe2 rs nk tulis psl ni..
kwn2, ak jz nk betulkan keadaan..
mgkn ade desas desus yg mengatakn ak akn b'tunang bln 12 ni..
tp act, xde p0n..mgknla hr 2 adela kot dlm rncngn..tp mgkn p0stp0ne,mgkn xjd..
klw ade sekalip0n d0nt wori,ak tentu ajak korg..
n smlm g kuar mkn ngn dak2 sexy 7,n jmpe la membe2 laen..
n 'mereka' tnye ble mjls kawen ak..
aikk??smpi situ plak!!ohohoo..ak jz diam..xtau nk ckp ape..

sori beb...bkn nak sorok2..
yup,btlla ckp 'mereka' bende baek buat ape nk sorok2..bt0l x?
lagi2 korg sume kawan2 ak..kte da knl 4 thn n akn bersama slame 6 thn ni...
tp mslh skrg cume ak bl0m buat ape2 kate putus n semua msh tergantung..
bt ape nak ckp2 psl benda yg xpasti..kn??
sbg lebih jelas,act ak p0n xknl sgt bakal psngn ak 2..
kteorg xb'cinta mcm korg2 b'cinta..
so,ak xde komen utk soalan korg..
biarla ms n keadaan yg tentukan..

i jz g0 wif d flow..
sume Allah da tetapkan..s0,ak jz merancang,n rancangan tu xsemestinya jadi..
ak harap korg doakanlah yg terbaek utk ak..
aminn..insyAllah..

[ W.E.L.C.O.M.E 2010 ]

sedang m'c0untd0wn saat2 menanti blk uum n menanti taun br yg bakal menjelang~

sudah tentu mls mau blk uum

tp memandangkn ak bakal menerima rumete br, yakni nur ayuni abd. halim,

jd,ak brase sedikit berk0bar2 mau pulang~~yeahhh!!

azam taun br??

of c0z sume org ade aim n target msg2 kn..

same cam ak.

tentula azam p0yo ak spt biase,

NAK BLAJAR RAJIN2(cet!stp kali nk bkak sem azam camni tp xpenah brubah!!

tape2 azam je..buat xbuat blkg kire!

sbb idola ak bab2 bljr ni adalah wan nur syazwana..yeS sha,u r my id0l !! ;)

then,azam ak TAKNAK P0NTENG kelas dah!

sbb ni habit ak dr zmn sek yg ak rase ak patut buang ja0h2

yela,sbg bakal guru xbgs kte b'perangai cam2 c0z p0ssibility dpt murid2 cam gini mgkn tinggi n ak xnk n xsanggup hadapi murid2 yg b'mslh..

next,azam ak TAKNAK MENCAROT..

n ak rase azam ni p0n stp kali bkak sem ak berazam camni.

tp wlwmcmane p0n,ak b'bangge dgn dr ak c0z byk p'kataan yg baek2 je yg da mule kluar dr mul0t ak nih.aiceH ceh!!!prasan??lantak la!!

next-next, MAU EXERCISE byk2 biar kurus!

disebabkn apiez deakin 2 komen gmbr ak kt fesbuk ckp ak da gem0k,n p'kataan tu sgt2 menusuk jiwa n emosi ak,so ak nk amalkan diet seimbang..xslhkn??ak bkn diet smpi xnk mkn n smpi bwk penyakit..ak nk turun naek tgge mcm syamini je!

act byk lagi ak nk list kn sbb azam ak mcm2..tapelahh,ni jelah..yg laen biarlahh rahsia..

[ BERCANDA R.I.A ]

i was having a very gud time wif my 'bakal family' yesterday..hikk;p

after took our lunch at my h0use,

we went to 'Eye on Malaysia' which located in bandar melaka.

eventh0ugh i was s0 excited to ride on that 'mata m'sia', but i was a lil bit gayat.

so, i jz 4gt bout it..

only mHA,kak yun,ayie n ite rode it..

however, we didnt hv much time t0 spend 2gether bc0z time is always jealousing us! cheh!!;P

here r some photos i w0uld never 4get....

arissa t0mel wif ayam serama~

wif mak midah~

kak yun,ica,mak,mha,n ayie ;p

i would like to thank all 0f u 4 c0ming..luv ya~~

;)

[ SELAMAT BER T.U.N.A.N.G ]

cuti ni ramai plak membe ak yg b'tunang..cuping,yippie,nasyrah,n jgk sepupu rapat ak..wlpon ak xdpt g cuping tunang c0z terlalu jauh,tp dptla gak g si minah2 ni pnye mjlis pertunangan..c0ngrats girls..;)

yippie-bestfren ak sjak f0rm 1..majlis yg agak grand n fancy..best2!;)

nasyrah-ni adek kkk ipar ak n kwn ak jgk dr zmn sek..xsangke wlwp0n ko ni gler n xmatang tp ko da tunang dlu dr ak..cet! ;p

SELAMAT BERTUNANG KAWAN2

SMOGA JODOH KORG KEKAL HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT

DA JD TUNANG ORG KNE MAKIN MATANG ;)

>aku??ble plak turn ak nk smpi..huhuu