[ H.O.M.E.S.I.C.K ]

I’m so homesick!! I miss my family terribly..mak abah at kamp0ng..i miss u!! I think this time my homesickness is pretty serious..uwaaa!! This isn’t sumthing that bothers me usually..i hate diz feeling c0z I noe dat I cant do anythg rite n0w.. my heart physically hurts a little. I’ve tried to get my mind off things, doesn’t work lyke always..oh G0d..i feel like crap!! Uhh!maybe I should pick up sumthng to put myself forget b0ut my home sweet home..spend time on the computer?Ohh! still..doesn’t work..study for tomorr0w’s quiz?? o..i cant do anythg 4 diz moment..stuck!!Eagerly, desperately, impatiently, superduper insanely wanna go home..friends??ok2..acceptable..u guys did make me feel better for a while!hehe..thnx anyway..

I miss my m0m s0 much!!miss everythg b0ut her! She’s crazy, she’s amazing, she’s fun, she’s caring, she’s soft, she’s strong, and she’s responsible. But most of all, she is my mom. No one can ever replace her. NO ONE!!

Abah? Yup..really miss him t0o..thnx 4 being such a g0od father!!luv abah dem2 much!! muahhhx!!!

so,pliz appreciate your mom and dad while u r at home coz when u r away, u would feel stuck like what i've felt jz n0w!!It is hard to appreciate them..I know..I have the same problem. But I promise you hanging out with them, or fighting with them,or laughing with them…it is all worth it..Spend time,laugh,live,njoy it while they are on diz earth!

p/s utk mak n abah: mak,abah, nurul syg makabh sgt2..trima kasih utk segala2nye yg dicurahkan dgn pen0h keikhlasan n ksh syg...luv u..

[ J.E.R.A.W.A.T ]

aku sgt tensi0n sjak kblkgn ni..nk kate tension ngn assgnmnt xjugak..sudah pasti ak akn buat last minit..lg enj0y n idea mencurah2..yeahhh!!tp apsal tensi0n eh?nak period??mgkn jugak..disebabkn ketensyenan ak,so ak telah menghasilkan lebih byk jerawat pd bln ini..demm shit!!benci!!benci!!benci jerawat!!

[ CHENTA, KEKASEH B.A.R.U ]

hr demi hr..hidop makin hepi wlw makin byk dugaan yg dtg tanpa diduga..

kehidupan dulu??ye..ak sudah lame meninggalkn nye wlw ak terpkse merangkak m'harungi hid0p ni sorg2..wlw byk pihak yg t'kejot dgn kptsn ak,namun ak tegar..mereka tdk faham..ye..mereka xkn rasa bagaimn ak rase..

adakah sbb hati da berubah pd org laen?

oh..tdk same skali..jwpn itu bknlaa jwpn utamanye wlwp0n ramai yg menyalahkn ak n menuding jari pd ak dgn alasan sebegitu tanpa m'ngetahui apekah sebabnye,namun ak b'syukor krne msh ramai lg sahabat2 yg m'nyebelahi n m'percayai ak especially my sexy 7+muiz! (wlw dgn korg p0n ak xcrite perkare sbnr,but u guys, still believe in me n supp0rt me..thnx a lot guys!)

tdklaa berniat utk ak menimbulkn kisah lame dan mengaibkan nye, ttpi ak hnye ingin membela diri..tidaklah ak snggup utk m'buat ssuatu kptsn itu tanpe b'pk pnjg..there's must be a reas0n..yes,a str0ng reas0n y i cant further d r/ship wif HIM anym0re..

ketika itu..keputusan yg dah lme ak cbe utk ambil,akhrnye terlerai jua hbngn yg cube dibina slame 5 thn itu..dgn s0kongan kluarge,ak terpkse juge m'buat kptsn tersebut dgn redha demi ms dpn ak..

kini,setahun telah b'lalu..sesungguhnye, ak yakin bahawa Tuhan telah menetapkan bahawe die bkn jodohku..krn Tuhan sudah p0n menjanjikan ssuatu yg lebih baek utk ak..

Tuhan telah m'hantar seseorg yg benar2 telah mengubah hid0pku..

siapa??

ye..ak akn sebarkn juge pd korg tapi ketika mase suda sampai yakni, jika kami ada jod0h..pasti aku akn menjemp0t..tetapi,oleh kerana kami tidaklah spt psngn lain yg bercinta, dimane kami tidak berhubung+jumpe spt couple laen disebabkn pengalamn cinta semalam telah mengajar kami supaye lebih berhati2 dlm hbgn, so we jz try to keep it l0w as low as we can..smpailaa wktu bhgie tu tibe..insYallah..u r m0st welc0me guys..;)

oleh itu,ak hrp korg doaknla yg terbaek utk ak ye..:)