[ MALAM I.T.U ]

Jumaat lepas merupakan hari bersejarah bagi budak2 TEYL n budak2 Yayasan Al-Bukhari(YAB) kerana mereka2 telah mengharumkan name cohort dan juge name dpp dgn memenangi tempat pertama pertandingan cheerleading!tahniah di ucapkan.dan tahniah juga kepada kami2 yg telah memberi sokongan padu dgn menyumbangkan suara dan tenaga yang maximum(smpi skt tekak n xde s0re ak menjerit!) supaya mereka2 lebih bersemangat!kami setia menyokong dari saringan pertama di sebelah petang hinggalah ke peringkat akhir di bhgn mlm~hoyeahhh:D 

 devoted supporters- 

ye.kami pasukan riben merah.aummm!

♥ ♥ ♥ di pipi sumg0h s0mell =,='

sedang beraksi

cantek pakaian cheerleaders kite^^

[ HIDUP HARUS DI-T.E.R.U.S.K.A.N :) ]

eh!tibe2 terase nak ckp psl mende nih.bukan ape.tgh dok ber-formspring2 dgn sorg kakak nih, n kebetulan name kteorg p0n same so saje la bertukar2 cerite n pengalamn kononnye;p.then, saje la jengah2 belog die n tgh dok bace2 tbe2 terbace pasal tips2 after break up!hehe.mmg bestla!act membe sek ak dulu tibe2 tel nangis2 bgtau die da clash.die kapel lagi lame dr ak.hampir 7 thn(aku 5 thn jek)yela,kteorg dulu zaman2 sek suke sgt nak bercintan cintun.mak xbg becinte,nak jugakk.last2 die p0n mengikut jejak langkah ak.terkandas di tgh jln!huahuahua.tp sian die.da plan nak tunang.da xde jodoh nak bt camne an.ak nak bg nasihat byk2 p0n xpndai sgt sbb ak p0n xrasional bab2 gini.jadi,ak p0n srh r die bace blog kakak atiqah uyun nih.korang nak bace gak?sile2.kelik sini yep.=) (pinjam crite eh kakak :))

oklaa.da bace?yg bestnye,bile kite redha dgn ujian2, means kite telah redha jugak dgn ketentuan Tuhan.n sekarang kakak tu jumpe org yg jauh lebih3 baik dr sblm nye..sesuai laa dgn kakk tu sbb die cantek n pakwe die p0n sungguh ganteng!n merupakan seorang doktor lagi tuh.aauuuu;D dan, pastinye seorg yg baek..so,at d end kakak tu x rugi pape p0n..kan3?=)

kadang2 tak semestinye bila kite da cube yg terbaek utk jaga sesebuah hbngn tu, hbngn tu akan dijamin kekal ke akhr hyt kite kn? klw asekk tepuk sebelah tgn je xjadi jugak.n klw cintekan seseorg tu gile2 p0n susahhh.sbb kecenderungan utk kte pulih setelah di tinggalkan tu mgkn akan mengambil mase berbulan2,bertahun2.jadi,harusnye bersederhanala dlm hubungan(peringatan utk diri sendiri jugak!) 

so,kpd sahabat sy,sabarlaa sygg..u deserve someone much2 more better than him.maybe he has his own reasons by letting u go.dont blame him..i know u r strong.infact u r stronger than me.no matter how much hurt u go thru,life always makes more! so, be patient, doa, tawakkal, make a move, then u may start a new life:) insyaAllah...i'll pray 4 u dear

Tuhan,peliharalah kami dari penyakit2 hati.amin

[ ACAP K.A.L.I ]

geli pulak ak ngn tajok tu.hoho.ok2,sdkt lirik~

on diz sleepless nite,
d memories show up in mind,
i cann0t resist it,
i'm t0o weak to refuse it...(bait2 lg 'memoirs' ciptaan ayuni)

yup, d lyrics are really meaningful for me at diz m0ment!
cant sleep.yaa, i n0e it's still early to sleep. but my parents n sists r already slept,
leave me alone n let me feeling blue..ahakzzz!!wutever~~

suddenly,i remembered all th0se memories..bitter,sweet,sour,n bla2...y eh?y ppl r easily changed their behaviors?sumtimes we think we r totally n0e him/ her in out..but suddenly they bcome a stranger to us n mke us totally misjugding them n change our impressions,perceptions towards them.they can easily shift or twist their characters..y?y? n y? (sbb iman manusia sntiase brubah2)

it's hard to understnd ppl. bak kate dato dr fazilah kamsah, even husband n wife p0n are still need to learn their partner's behaviours evryday.wake up in d morning n assume dat our husband/ wife r a stranger to us. n we need to start a new r/ship,new conversation, new interaction, n so on..huh!is dat hard???but it's ok lar to maintain d r/ship wif our partner...

s0metimes we need to respect others decision. in diz context, pakwemakwe or husband/wife yg bt kptsn tok tgglkn psngn laa..yup.sometimes we need to.we hv to respct them. but it depends on d reason itself..for ppl yg kureng kerasionalan nye mcm ak ni, maybe it really tkes time to accept,swallow d reason y they make d decision.if d reason is really d0esnt mke sense, then i'll curse them to go to hell!!!hahah(eh,tadelaa kejam sgt smpi camtu!) but at least i wont accept it jz like dat.u noe, i'm jz an ordinary person wif full of revenge!!hoho.again.i'm not dat cruel.but sort of.haha.

n y ppl need to b loyal to their partners? if its w0rth, then its ok..but h0w if it's really worthless??how can we noe? by trusting he/she?we dont even noe wat did they do behind us.so how???eh,kamonlaa~da beso pnjg p0n xkn nk becinte maen2 lagi kot...so.pliz.dont gv me a damn coz i d0nt gv it to u!!ssungguhnya Tuhan maha nampak~~oke?

aik?? rase mcm pnjg ben0 lak p0st kali ni.jz nk crite generally je..better pen off~~~

Ya Allah,tetapkanla iman ku,iman pasanganku. kurniaknla ak psngn yg beriman yg dpt membimbing ak dan anak2 ku ke jln mu.aminn

[ A MONTH OF D.I.S.A.S.T.E.R ]

tensi0n wif d water pr0b yg makin menjadi2 di k0lej kediaman YAB. y must YAB??d 1 n only 1 h0stel dat shud hv faced diz water pr0b?? sgguh b'laku tidak adil di situ.mentang2 kolej ni kolej terbuang!

tension dgn lapt0p yg r0sak n terbengkalai mcm ikan salai dek ketiadaan wang..elaun yg xmuncul2 sgt menguji tahap kesabaran!!

prasaan n em0si yg sgt2 xstabil krn peri0d! dgn mslh2 yg melanda lately ni..s0, kaum lelaki, sile bljr trime keadaan awek2 or istri2 msg2 ketika mereka sedang dtg bulan oke!! kami tdk meminta dilahirkn prasaan sebegini!

esemen n presentati0n yg mule dtg bertimpa2..but its ok..it's n0rmal rite?so,xtensi0n sgt psl mende ni.

but anyway,anyh0w..t0morr0w i'm 0ff to kl..s0rt of releasing tensi0n..

release la sgtt...tp blehlaa..nk g jejalan mkn angin n hv a talk wif tun Dr.Mahathir..

Ya Allah,permudahkan segala urusanku..sem0ge ak tabah m'hadapi ujian2 Mu ini.amin

[ L.I.F.E ?? ]

it's all about taking chances,

about d0ing sumthing,

it's about being g0ofy,

it's about NOT caring

what other people think,

it's ab0ut learning to

L0VE what u hv..

THAT'S LIFE!!

so,live ur life to d fullest~~

[ CHENTA, KEKASEH B.A.R.U ]

hr demi hr..hidop makin hepi wlw makin byk dugaan yg dtg tanpa diduga..

kehidupan dulu??ye..ak sudah lame meninggalkn nye wlw ak terpkse merangkak m'harungi hid0p ni sorg2..wlw byk pihak yg t'kejot dgn kptsn ak,namun ak tegar..mereka tdk faham..ye..mereka xkn rasa bagaimn ak rase..

adakah sbb hati da berubah pd org laen?

oh..tdk same skali..jwpn itu bknlaa jwpn utamanye wlwp0n ramai yg menyalahkn ak n menuding jari pd ak dgn alasan sebegitu tanpa m'ngetahui apekah sebabnye,namun ak b'syukor krne msh ramai lg sahabat2 yg m'nyebelahi n m'percayai ak especially my sexy 7+muiz! (wlw dgn korg p0n ak xcrite perkare sbnr,but u guys, still believe in me n supp0rt me..thnx a lot guys!)

tdklaa berniat utk ak menimbulkn kisah lame dan mengaibkan nye, ttpi ak hnye ingin membela diri..tidaklah ak snggup utk m'buat ssuatu kptsn itu tanpe b'pk pnjg..there's must be a reas0n..yes,a str0ng reas0n y i cant further d r/ship wif HIM anym0re..

ketika itu..keputusan yg dah lme ak cbe utk ambil,akhrnye terlerai jua hbngn yg cube dibina slame 5 thn itu..dgn s0kongan kluarge,ak terpkse juge m'buat kptsn tersebut dgn redha demi ms dpn ak..

kini,setahun telah b'lalu..sesungguhnye, ak yakin bahawa Tuhan telah menetapkan bahawe die bkn jodohku..krn Tuhan sudah p0n menjanjikan ssuatu yg lebih baek utk ak..

Tuhan telah m'hantar seseorg yg benar2 telah mengubah hid0pku..

siapa??

ye..ak akn sebarkn juge pd korg tapi ketika mase suda sampai yakni, jika kami ada jod0h..pasti aku akn menjemp0t..tetapi,oleh kerana kami tidaklah spt psngn lain yg bercinta, dimane kami tidak berhubung+jumpe spt couple laen disebabkn pengalamn cinta semalam telah mengajar kami supaye lebih berhati2 dlm hbgn, so we jz try to keep it l0w as low as we can..smpailaa wktu bhgie tu tibe..insYallah..u r m0st welc0me guys..;)

oleh itu,ak hrp korg doaknla yg terbaek utk ak ye..:)

[ S.T.U.C.K ]

THIS MOMENT,

today's class is starting from 8-11 a.m..

but i'm still laying on my bed..

stuck..

decide not to go to d class..

take my lapt0p n write sumthg dat cant be expressed by thought..

so,i write it down here..

cant sleep well from last nite..

thinking,crying,evaluating,dreaming n crying again..

about my life,my future..

tired..

God chooses me..

but why me??

bcoz He loves me..

LAST NITE,

i dont know whether i've made a wise decision or a shit decision..

i've tried to move on..still..i cant..but i need to..i have to..

NOW AND FOREVER,

Tuhan,berila aku kekuatan..ak lemah..berila ak jln yg terbaek utk hidopku..

[ F.O.R.G.I.V.E.N.E.S.S ]

Easy to Forgive but Hard to F0rget

yes..life is like dat..

its s0 easy to forgive..n s0 hard to forget..

Are you the kind of person dat easy to forgive?

If a person makes you mad,angry,sad,l0st,mab0k n blabla...

do you forgive her/him that easy?

Maybe, it depends on their sin,rite??

I'm not that easy to forgive, it really takes time..*ik0t mood ak r*

but y can God forgives as soon as we ask?

God forgives and forgets all...

He gives us the ability to choose right or wrong...

*ssungguhnye KAU Maha Pengampun lg Maha Baekk*

OLEH ITU,

we need to forgive to have peace of mind and need to move on..

YES..forgive others will bring me happiness..

forgive others will teach me m0re h0w to appreciate life..

ya Allah,bless me wif the grace of forgiveness..

forgive my sins n annoit me wif d l0ve to forgive th0se who hurt me..

aminn..

[ U.N.D.E.R.S.T.O.O.D ]

understand u...

understand u n0t...

i dont understand

i really dont understand

i've tried to understand

but sori i cant understand

n i dont want to understand

coz it's hard to understand

i dont even understand

pliz make me be underst0od

i jz dont understand...

:'(

.................................................................................

[ Going N.O.W.H.E.R.E ]

last nite i went to KOPITIAM 4 dinner wif

shasha,yaya,muiz,n hakim..

yaya+muiz n shasha+hakim n me+??

oh man!damnation occurs there c0z i'm al0ne

n always single but not available like usual..

but its ok..they r t0o cool by n0t neglecting me..

*seb baek korg pndai jge ht ak!*

sO,after taking our dinner,

muiz wif his SLR did his j0b!!here are s0me results..

hakim*shasha

yaya*muiz

kegedikan semakin t'serlah

*kuii*

sejahtera

gewdixx

[ B. O.R.I.N.G ]

life is so boring...

why does life seems so boring???

is it bc0z i dont hv a boyfriend?

n0 nO n0..dat's not d answer..

i'm hepi 2 be single..

hmm..but i dont know what i'm looking for in diz life..

everything turns out to be wrong..

i'm so tired..tired of what?

learning?trying?waiting?

yup..maybe..

but i know..G0d knows well..

he is a good planner for me..

maybe i shud make a list of d things

dat can bring me happiness..

even d simplest of things..

i hv ma belOved family,

devOted sexy seven,

n even dedicated classmate..

thnx guys!!

but i feel like my life is still sucks n inc0mplete!.:(

maybe all i need is LOVE..

yesss..LOVE

not really desperate..

but maybe d time has come!

pwuuhh!!*sigh*

>Allah..u r enough 4 me..