geli pulak ak ngn tajok tu.hoho.ok2,sdkt lirik~
on diz sleepless nite,
d memories show up in mind,
i cann0t resist it,
i'm t0o weak to refuse it...(bait2 lg 'memoirs' ciptaan ayuni)
yup, d lyrics are really meaningful for me at diz m0ment!
cant sleep.yaa, i n0e it's still early to sleep. but my parents n sists r already slept,
leave me alone n let me feeling blue..ahakzzz!!wutever~~
suddenly,i remembered all th0se memories..bitter,sweet,sour,n bla2...y eh?y ppl r easily changed their behaviors?sumtimes we think we r totally n0e him/ her in out..but suddenly they bcome a stranger to us n mke us totally misjugding them n change our impressions,perceptions towards them.they can easily shift or twist their characters..y?y? n y? (sbb iman manusia sntiase brubah2)
it's hard to understnd ppl. bak kate dato dr fazilah kamsah, even husband n wife p0n are still need to learn their partner's behaviours evryday.wake up in d morning n assume dat our husband/ wife r a stranger to us. n we need to start a new r/ship,new conversation, new interaction, n so on..huh!is dat hard???but it's ok lar to maintain d r/ship wif our partner...
s0metimes we need to respect others decision. in diz context, pakwemakwe or husband/wife yg bt kptsn tok tgglkn psngn laa..yup.sometimes we need to.we hv to respct them. but it depends on d reason itself..for ppl yg kureng kerasionalan nye mcm ak ni, maybe it really tkes time to accept,swallow d reason y they make d decision.if d reason is really d0esnt mke sense, then i'll curse them to go to hell!!!hahah(eh,tadelaa kejam sgt smpi camtu!) but at least i wont accept it jz like dat.u noe, i'm jz an ordinary person wif full of revenge!!hoho.again.i'm not dat cruel.but sort of.haha.
n y ppl need to b loyal to their partners? if its w0rth, then its ok..but h0w if it's really worthless??how can we noe? by trusting he/she?we dont even noe wat did they do behind us.so how???eh,kamonlaa~da beso pnjg p0n xkn nk becinte maen2 lagi kot...so.pliz.dont gv me a damn coz i d0nt gv it to u!!ssungguhnya Tuhan maha nampak~~oke?
aik?? rase mcm pnjg ben0 lak p0st kali ni.jz nk crite generally je..better pen off~~~
Ya Allah,tetapkanla iman ku,iman pasanganku. kurniaknla ak psngn yg beriman yg dpt membimbing ak dan anak2 ku ke jln mu.aminn
