[ H.O.M.E.S.I.C.K PART 3]

semalam selesai sudah 1 paper utk final exam iaitu paper process writing.tp ade lagi 5 paper menanti.paper yg laen2 start 8 n0v ni.so, mcm masih ade mase lagii nak bernafas.and da dapat beberape carrymarks utk subjek2 tertentu.and markah sume xmencapai tahap yg memuaskan!:( xtau laa apsal sem ni mcm xde smgt nak bljar..mcm hilang punca je rasa.padahal da janji ngn mak abah nak buat yg terbaek.tp xtau laa.rasa sem ni ak blur!xtau ape ak bljr spnjg sem ni.btol2 xsemangat.rase nak jerit kuat2,nangis kuat2, meraung kuat2 mcm org giler!baru puas!(ahhh.kecohh r k0!bel0m suruh amek medic lagi!)

tapi mak..abah...nurul stress laa sem ni..dah laa study week kali ni xdpt balik rumah.da homesick sgt2.:((

telefon mak semalam ckp nak balik.sbb ak plg selesa stdy kat rmh.xstress.b0leh tgk tv,mkn,tgk tv,mkn,n stdy sikit2..mmg xstress r! then mak ckp,baliklah..ak p0n mcm nak nangiss je dgr suare mak.ckp ngn mak mmg nak sgt blk tp takot nak naek bas.acoi n tina yg aku slalu t0mpang kete dorg blk umah tu xblk stdy week ni.so, xde pilihan.ni sume sebab bas pnye pasal.klw sume driver bwk ht2 msti ak xrase takot smpai mcm ni sekali utk naek bas.sbb kes bas xcident 10.10.10 hr tu, slh sorg mangsa yg meninggal tu rumete adek aku yg kt maktab tu.kesian arwah.xbersalah p0n.yela,mmglaa da ajal die, tp utk driver2 bas, tolong laa hati2 sikit bwk bas tuh sblm jadi ape2.kamu bukannye bwk sorg dua pen0mpang, tp berpuluh2 org.hmm..jadi ak p0n amek kptsn utk tggal je kt u ni smpi exam. 

ptg td merupakan kelas terakhir utk sem 5 degree ak nih.jadi, tggl 3 sem je lagi nak hadapkan.lamenye mak aihh.cet!baru dugaan sikit da xtahan.act,bukan xtahan ape..cume klw ade org boleh bagi kate2 semangat sikit mungkin ak boleh tahan kot.mgkin boleh jadi lagi bersemangat nak belajar.mmg laa mak abah n kwn2 sume da bg smgt,tp ntah..rase mcm kurang je.hmm..biarlaaaa

>Tuhan, sampaikan salam rindu buat ayah dan bondaku di kampung.sesungguhnya diri ini amatlah memerlukan mereka di saat ini :(

[ YOU ARE ENOUGH FOR ME ]

YOU CAME TO ME
You came to me in that hour of need
When I was so lost, so lonely
You came to me took my breath away
Showed me the right way, the way to lead


You filled my heart with love

Showed me the light above
Now all I want Is to be with you

You are my One True love
Taught me to never judge
Now all I want Is to be with you

You came to me in a time of despair
I called on you, you were there
Without You what would my life mean?
To not know the unseen, the worlds between

For you I’d sacrifice
For you I’d give my life
Anything, just to be with you

I feel so lost at times
By all the hurt and lies
Now all I want Is to be with you

Showed me right from wrong
Taught me to be strong
Need you more than ever
Ya Rasul ALLAH

You came to me
In that hour of need
Need you more than ever
Ya Rasul ALLAH

You filled my heart with love
Showed me the light above
Now all I want is to be with you

You are my One True love
Taught me to never judge
Now all I want Is to be with you

>Allah,you are truly enough for me

~TAHAJJUD C.I.N.T.A~

[ E.X.A.M MOOD ]

otak celaru.esok stat 1st paper.second language acquisition.

atiqah.sile focus.lupakan mslh2.lupakn.ye.again.lupakan.

tp.dah hampir sebulan.still..is there any progression??

yes.am still waiting 4 dat.d promise.d result.d sequences.

xpe.sabar.besar ganjaran org yg b'sabar ni..ye dak?

 wahai HATI.sile kuat.

Ya Allah,ssguhnya engkau shj yg mengetahui betapa lemahnye dr ini.

[ T.A.K.D.I.R ]

Opick Feat Melly Goeslaw

Dihempas gelombang dilemparkan angin

Terkisah bersedih bahagia
Di indah dunia yang berakhir sunyi
Langkah kaki di dalam rencanaNya

semua berjalan dalam kehendakNya
nafas hidup cinta dan segalaNya

Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakMu ya robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padaMu ya robbi
Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakMu ya robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padaMu ya robbi

Bila mungkin ada luka coba tersenyumlah
Bila mungkin tawa coba bersabarlah
Karena air mata tak abadi
Akan hilang dan berganti (hilang kan berganti)

Bila mungkin hidup hampa dirasa
Mungkinkan hati merindukan Dia
karena hanya denganNya hati tenang
Damai jiwa dan raga

[ S.T.U.C.K ]

THIS MOMENT,

today's class is starting from 8-11 a.m..

but i'm still laying on my bed..

stuck..

decide not to go to d class..

take my lapt0p n write sumthg dat cant be expressed by thought..

so,i write it down here..

cant sleep well from last nite..

thinking,crying,evaluating,dreaming n crying again..

about my life,my future..

tired..

God chooses me..

but why me??

bcoz He loves me..

LAST NITE,

i dont know whether i've made a wise decision or a shit decision..

i've tried to move on..still..i cant..but i need to..i have to..

NOW AND FOREVER,

Tuhan,berila aku kekuatan..ak lemah..berila ak jln yg terbaek utk hidopku..