today's class is starting from 8-11 a.m..
but i'm still laying on my bed..
stuck..
decide not to go to d class..
take my lapt0p n write sumthg dat cant be expressed by thought..
so,i write it down here..
cant sleep well from last nite..
thinking,crying,evaluating,dreaming n crying again..
about my life,my future..
tired..
God chooses me..
but why me??
bcoz He loves me..
LAST NITE,
i dont know whether i've made a wise decision or a shit decision..
i've tried to move on..still..i cant..but i need to..i have to..
NOW AND FOREVER,
Tuhan,berila aku kekuatan..ak lemah..berila ak jln yg terbaek utk hidopku..
