[ DON'T SPREAD THE R.U.M.O.U.R.S ]

salam..
ntah knp tibe2 rs nk tulis psl ni..
kwn2, ak jz nk betulkan keadaan..
mgkn ade desas desus yg mengatakn ak akn b'tunang bln 12 ni..
tp act, xde p0n..mgknla hr 2 adela kot dlm rncngn..tp mgkn p0stp0ne,mgkn xjd..
klw ade sekalip0n d0nt wori,ak tentu ajak korg..
n smlm g kuar mkn ngn dak2 sexy 7,n jmpe la membe2 laen..
n 'mereka' tnye ble mjls kawen ak..
aikk??smpi situ plak!!ohohoo..ak jz diam..xtau nk ckp ape..

sori beb...bkn nak sorok2..
yup,btlla ckp 'mereka' bende baek buat ape nk sorok2..bt0l x?
lagi2 korg sume kawan2 ak..kte da knl 4 thn n akn bersama slame 6 thn ni...
tp mslh skrg cume ak bl0m buat ape2 kate putus n semua msh tergantung..
bt ape nak ckp2 psl benda yg xpasti..kn??
sbg lebih jelas,act ak p0n xknl sgt bakal psngn ak 2..
kteorg xb'cinta mcm korg2 b'cinta..
so,ak xde komen utk soalan korg..
biarla ms n keadaan yg tentukan..

i jz g0 wif d flow..
sume Allah da tetapkan..s0,ak jz merancang,n rancangan tu xsemestinya jadi..
ak harap korg doakanlah yg terbaek utk ak..
aminn..insyAllah..

[ W.E.L.C.O.M.E 2010 ]

sedang m'c0untd0wn saat2 menanti blk uum n menanti taun br yg bakal menjelang~

sudah tentu mls mau blk uum

tp memandangkn ak bakal menerima rumete br, yakni nur ayuni abd. halim,

jd,ak brase sedikit berk0bar2 mau pulang~~yeahhh!!

azam taun br??

of c0z sume org ade aim n target msg2 kn..

same cam ak.

tentula azam p0yo ak spt biase,

NAK BLAJAR RAJIN2(cet!stp kali nk bkak sem azam camni tp xpenah brubah!!

tape2 azam je..buat xbuat blkg kire!

sbb idola ak bab2 bljr ni adalah wan nur syazwana..yeS sha,u r my id0l !! ;)

then,azam ak TAKNAK P0NTENG kelas dah!

sbb ni habit ak dr zmn sek yg ak rase ak patut buang ja0h2

yela,sbg bakal guru xbgs kte b'perangai cam2 c0z p0ssibility dpt murid2 cam gini mgkn tinggi n ak xnk n xsanggup hadapi murid2 yg b'mslh..

next,azam ak TAKNAK MENCAROT..

n ak rase azam ni p0n stp kali bkak sem ak berazam camni.

tp wlwmcmane p0n,ak b'bangge dgn dr ak c0z byk p'kataan yg baek2 je yg da mule kluar dr mul0t ak nih.aiceH ceh!!!prasan??lantak la!!

next-next, MAU EXERCISE byk2 biar kurus!

disebabkn apiez deakin 2 komen gmbr ak kt fesbuk ckp ak da gem0k,n p'kataan tu sgt2 menusuk jiwa n emosi ak,so ak nk amalkan diet seimbang..xslhkn??ak bkn diet smpi xnk mkn n smpi bwk penyakit..ak nk turun naek tgge mcm syamini je!

act byk lagi ak nk list kn sbb azam ak mcm2..tapelahh,ni jelah..yg laen biarlahh rahsia..

[ BERCANDA R.I.A ]

i was having a very gud time wif my 'bakal family' yesterday..hikk;p

after took our lunch at my h0use,

we went to 'Eye on Malaysia' which located in bandar melaka.

eventh0ugh i was s0 excited to ride on that 'mata m'sia', but i was a lil bit gayat.

so, i jz 4gt bout it..

only mHA,kak yun,ayie n ite rode it..

however, we didnt hv much time t0 spend 2gether bc0z time is always jealousing us! cheh!!;P

here r some photos i w0uld never 4get....

arissa t0mel wif ayam serama~

wif mak midah~

kak yun,ica,mak,mha,n ayie ;p

i would like to thank all 0f u 4 c0ming..luv ya~~

;)

[ SELAMAT BER T.U.N.A.N.G ]

cuti ni ramai plak membe ak yg b'tunang..cuping,yippie,nasyrah,n jgk sepupu rapat ak..wlpon ak xdpt g cuping tunang c0z terlalu jauh,tp dptla gak g si minah2 ni pnye mjlis pertunangan..c0ngrats girls..;)

yippie-bestfren ak sjak f0rm 1..majlis yg agak grand n fancy..best2!;)

nasyrah-ni adek kkk ipar ak n kwn ak jgk dr zmn sek..xsangke wlwp0n ko ni gler n xmatang tp ko da tunang dlu dr ak..cet! ;p

SELAMAT BERTUNANG KAWAN2

SMOGA JODOH KORG KEKAL HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT

DA JD TUNANG ORG KNE MAKIN MATANG ;)

>aku??ble plak turn ak nk smpi..huhuu

[ ALLAH k.n.o.w.s ]

Allah knows
by zain bhika


When you feel all alone in this world
And there's nobody to count your tears
Just remember no matter where you are
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you're carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road you take
Allah knows, Allah knows.

No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows, Allah knows.
And whatever lies in the heavens and the Earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows.

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon shout it to everyone
Allah knows.

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch your glimpse of paradise

And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows.

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows.

See we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs never fret never frown
Allah knows.

Every grain of sands in every desert plants
He knows?
Every sheet of palm, every closed hand
He knows?
Every sparkling tear on every eye lash
He knows?
Every thought I had and every word I share
He knows?
Allah knows..

[ R.I.N.D.U.nyee ]

knp ak rindu kau??
sbb ak syg kau..
knp ak syg kau??
sbb kau lah satu2 nye kekasih hati ak..
AK NAK KAU...
rindu..rindu..rindu..
xtau nk lepas kt mn prasaan ni..
kau tau x???

i hate diz feeling..really hate diz feeling..
coz i n0e whenever i miss u, u r never been there 4 me..:(

but n0 matter what, u will alwayz be my bel0ved one..YOU..one n ONLY u..ok??

[ H.O.M.E SWEET HOME ]

saat2 ak di rumah...

>mls mau melayari tenet

>mls mau bgn td0 awal

>mls mau mndi..*ngeh3

>mls mau pk masalah

>mau berjln2 bsame family

>mau tido puas2

>mau release tensi0n

jd,jgn kacau!!

[ I BELONG TO Y.O.U ]

I Belong To You

by Muse

When these pillars get pulled down,

It will be you who wears the crown,

And I'll owe everything to you

How much pain has quaked your soul?

How much love would make you whole?

You're my guiding lightning strike

I can't find the words to say,

They're overdue,

I've traveled half the world to say,

I belong to you

I can't find the words to say,

When I'm confused,

I travelled half the world to say,

You are my muse

I belong,

I belong,

To you alone

I can't find the words to say,

They're overdue,

I've traveled half the world to say,

I belong to you

>>i would like to dedicate this song to the love of my life~~ wink*** :)

[ H.O.M.E.S.I.C.K ]

I’m so homesick!! I miss my family terribly..mak abah at kamp0ng..i miss u!! I think this time my homesickness is pretty serious..uwaaa!! This isn’t sumthing that bothers me usually..i hate diz feeling c0z I noe dat I cant do anythg rite n0w.. my heart physically hurts a little. I’ve tried to get my mind off things, doesn’t work lyke always..oh G0d..i feel like crap!! Uhh!maybe I should pick up sumthng to put myself forget b0ut my home sweet home..spend time on the computer?Ohh! still..doesn’t work..study for tomorr0w’s quiz?? o..i cant do anythg 4 diz moment..stuck!!Eagerly, desperately, impatiently, superduper insanely wanna go home..friends??ok2..acceptable..u guys did make me feel better for a while!hehe..thnx anyway..

I miss my m0m s0 much!!miss everythg b0ut her! She’s crazy, she’s amazing, she’s fun, she’s caring, she’s soft, she’s strong, and she’s responsible. But most of all, she is my mom. No one can ever replace her. NO ONE!!

Abah? Yup..really miss him t0o..thnx 4 being such a g0od father!!luv abah dem2 much!! muahhhx!!!

so,pliz appreciate your mom and dad while u r at home coz when u r away, u would feel stuck like what i've felt jz n0w!!It is hard to appreciate them..I know..I have the same problem. But I promise you hanging out with them, or fighting with them,or laughing with them…it is all worth it..Spend time,laugh,live,njoy it while they are on diz earth!

p/s utk mak n abah: mak,abah, nurul syg makabh sgt2..trima kasih utk segala2nye yg dicurahkan dgn pen0h keikhlasan n ksh syg...luv u..

[ J.E.R.A.W.A.T ]

aku sgt tensi0n sjak kblkgn ni..nk kate tension ngn assgnmnt xjugak..sudah pasti ak akn buat last minit..lg enj0y n idea mencurah2..yeahhh!!tp apsal tensi0n eh?nak period??mgkn jugak..disebabkn ketensyenan ak,so ak telah menghasilkan lebih byk jerawat pd bln ini..demm shit!!benci!!benci!!benci jerawat!!

[ CHENTA, KEKASEH B.A.R.U ]

hr demi hr..hidop makin hepi wlw makin byk dugaan yg dtg tanpa diduga..

kehidupan dulu??ye..ak sudah lame meninggalkn nye wlw ak terpkse merangkak m'harungi hid0p ni sorg2..wlw byk pihak yg t'kejot dgn kptsn ak,namun ak tegar..mereka tdk faham..ye..mereka xkn rasa bagaimn ak rase..

adakah sbb hati da berubah pd org laen?

oh..tdk same skali..jwpn itu bknlaa jwpn utamanye wlwp0n ramai yg menyalahkn ak n menuding jari pd ak dgn alasan sebegitu tanpa m'ngetahui apekah sebabnye,namun ak b'syukor krne msh ramai lg sahabat2 yg m'nyebelahi n m'percayai ak especially my sexy 7+muiz! (wlw dgn korg p0n ak xcrite perkare sbnr,but u guys, still believe in me n supp0rt me..thnx a lot guys!)

tdklaa berniat utk ak menimbulkn kisah lame dan mengaibkan nye, ttpi ak hnye ingin membela diri..tidaklah ak snggup utk m'buat ssuatu kptsn itu tanpe b'pk pnjg..there's must be a reas0n..yes,a str0ng reas0n y i cant further d r/ship wif HIM anym0re..

ketika itu..keputusan yg dah lme ak cbe utk ambil,akhrnye terlerai jua hbngn yg cube dibina slame 5 thn itu..dgn s0kongan kluarge,ak terpkse juge m'buat kptsn tersebut dgn redha demi ms dpn ak..

kini,setahun telah b'lalu..sesungguhnye, ak yakin bahawa Tuhan telah menetapkan bahawe die bkn jodohku..krn Tuhan sudah p0n menjanjikan ssuatu yg lebih baek utk ak..

Tuhan telah m'hantar seseorg yg benar2 telah mengubah hid0pku..

siapa??

ye..ak akn sebarkn juge pd korg tapi ketika mase suda sampai yakni, jika kami ada jod0h..pasti aku akn menjemp0t..tetapi,oleh kerana kami tidaklah spt psngn lain yg bercinta, dimane kami tidak berhubung+jumpe spt couple laen disebabkn pengalamn cinta semalam telah mengajar kami supaye lebih berhati2 dlm hbgn, so we jz try to keep it l0w as low as we can..smpailaa wktu bhgie tu tibe..insYallah..u r m0st welc0me guys..;)

oleh itu,ak hrp korg doaknla yg terbaek utk ak ye..:)

[ SALAM L.E.B.A.R.A.N ]

• selamat hari raya..mahap zahir batin kpd sume..amp0n laa wahai kwn2 ku andai ade terkasar bahase,terlanjur kata..ikhlas mohon maaf dr lub0k ht..

• alhamdulillah..raya tahun ni rasenye raye plg meriah kerana dpt beraya bersama suami terchenta n anak2 tersyg..(aiceh cehh..berangan je nih;p skali skala)

• best sbb dapat beraye sakan..b'kesempatan beraye ke merata tempat..rmh sanak saudara yg da lame xkunjung..mengeratkn lg hbgn..

• akhirnya dpt ak bersihkn n hapuskn dosa2 yg t'kumpul dgn mem0hon maaf pd kedua ibu bapa tercenta..

• menghimp0nkn rkn2 lame yg da lame xb'sua..*poyo plak..hik;p

konklusi...

raya tahun ni sgt besh!!! :)

[ R.A.Y.A yeahh!! ]

raye thn ni tema family ak adalah hijau lumut..baju da beli..tp tudung masih dlm pr0ses pencarian..mau carik tudung siti untuk raya ni..tp ssh nye laa haiii nk carik yg sesuai tok muke ak..laenlaa klw bent0k muke ak mcm siti..kecik molek je...muke dahlah besar pinggan(ayuni,jgn trase eh..hik) ade ht gak nk pkai style siti..ngeh3..(eh!!kite kne sntiase b'syuk0r..ade org xde muke lg kesian..)tp,apep0n utk kelihatan CANTEKK kite msti konfident oke!!lantak org nk kate ape..kn?s0,ak tekad mau carik jugak tdg siti..act,da byk sgt2 tmpt ak jelajah tok carik tdg 2..but so far,it seems doesnt suit wif me..so,i'll keep trying to find it..isnin ni nk g al0r star ngn muiz,yaya,madina sbb muiz nk bli bj raye,so ak akn amek ksempatan 2 utk carik jugak tudung siti..kpd korg yg xtau tdg siti mcmane,ni haa tgk gmbr2 ni..pilihkanla untuk ak eh..

agak2 cun x klw ak pkai ni time pagi raye??tp mcm ssh plak nk sujud time sembhyg raye nnt..

em,klw ni mcm simple sgt plak tok buat raye kn??

yg ni cun gak kn??tp mcm glamour sgt plak..kang ade sume xjd smbhyg raye tgk ak pkai gini..

haa..mcm ni laa yg ak mau cari slame ni..amcm??ok x??

keghairahan menyamb0t syawal yg kian menjelma xlame lg amat tdk dpt dinafikn..xsabar nk blk rmh..sudah rindu bgt sama itu isi2 rumah..

p/s: actually,nama 'tudung Siti' tu adalah pd gmbr yg last tu je..gmbr 1st-3rd tu org xpnggil 'tudung siti'..tu jz sbhgian drp koleksi tdg2 siti nurhaliza je..hikhik..tp ape slhnye klw ak nk promote style2 tdg 2 kot2 ade org b'kenan..

[ S.T.U.C.K ]

THIS MOMENT,

today's class is starting from 8-11 a.m..

but i'm still laying on my bed..

stuck..

decide not to go to d class..

take my lapt0p n write sumthg dat cant be expressed by thought..

so,i write it down here..

cant sleep well from last nite..

thinking,crying,evaluating,dreaming n crying again..

about my life,my future..

tired..

God chooses me..

but why me??

bcoz He loves me..

LAST NITE,

i dont know whether i've made a wise decision or a shit decision..

i've tried to move on..still..i cant..but i need to..i have to..

NOW AND FOREVER,

Tuhan,berila aku kekuatan..ak lemah..berila ak jln yg terbaek utk hidopku..

[ F.O.R.G.I.V.E.N.E.S.S ]

Easy to Forgive but Hard to F0rget

yes..life is like dat..

its s0 easy to forgive..n s0 hard to forget..

Are you the kind of person dat easy to forgive?

If a person makes you mad,angry,sad,l0st,mab0k n blabla...

do you forgive her/him that easy?

Maybe, it depends on their sin,rite??

I'm not that easy to forgive, it really takes time..*ik0t mood ak r*

but y can God forgives as soon as we ask?

God forgives and forgets all...

He gives us the ability to choose right or wrong...

*ssungguhnye KAU Maha Pengampun lg Maha Baekk*

OLEH ITU,

we need to forgive to have peace of mind and need to move on..

YES..forgive others will bring me happiness..

forgive others will teach me m0re h0w to appreciate life..

ya Allah,bless me wif the grace of forgiveness..

forgive my sins n annoit me wif d l0ve to forgive th0se who hurt me..

aminn..

[R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N menjelma lagi]

rasanya da lame ak xmenulis..jd sempena kedatangan ramadhan al-mubarak ni rs bolehlaa kita kongsi serba sedikit fadhilat nye..so,ak ade amek bbrape hadith yg ade menerangkan fadhilatnya:

• Ramadan, Ramada, ertinya : membakar – yakni menghapuskan dosa dosa orang yang berpuasa dan beribadat bulan Ramadan.
• Ramadan ertinya bulan mendapatkan keredhaan Allah dan keampunan bagi hambaNya.

1.Abu Hurairah menyatakan: telah bersabda Rasulullah S.A.W yg bermaksud: Apabila telah tibanya Ramadhan, dibuka pintu-pintu syurga dan ditutup segala pintu neraka dan diikat segala syaitan.

2. Daripada Abu Hurairah drp Rasulullah S.A.W telah bersabda yg bermaksud :sesiapa yg berpuasa Ramadhan dgn penuh keimanan dan keikhlasan nescaya akan diampuninya segala dosanya yg telah lalu.

3. Sabda Nabi (s.a.w) : Tidur orang yang berpuasa itu adalah ibadat, dan nafasnya itu adalah tasbih, doanya itu mustajab, dosanya diampunkan Allah, dan amal ibadatnya dilipatgandakan . (Al Hadith)

4. Daripada Abi Soleh Az-Zayyat bahawa dia telah mendengar Abu Hurairah berkata: Rasulullah S.A.W telah bersabda yg bermaksud: setiap amalan anak adam baginya melainkan puasa maka ia untukKU dan Aku akan membalasnya. Dan puasa adalah perisai, maka apabila seseorang berada pada hari puasa maka dia dilarang menghampiri maksiat pada hari itu dan tidak meninggikan suaranya.

jadi,konklusinya,di bln ramadhan:

• Keredaan Allah (bagi orang yang taat)
• Keampuan Allah (bagi orang yang maksiat)
• Jaminan Allah (bagi orang yang taat)
• Kejinakan Allah (bagi orang yang tawakkal)
• Anugerah Allah (bagi orang yang benar)

[ U.N.D.E.R.S.T.O.O.D ]

understand u...

understand u n0t...

i dont understand

i really dont understand

i've tried to understand

but sori i cant understand

n i dont want to understand

coz it's hard to understand

i dont even understand

pliz make me be underst0od

i jz dont understand...

:'(

.................................................................................

[ Going N.O.W.H.E.R.E ]

last nite i went to KOPITIAM 4 dinner wif

shasha,yaya,muiz,n hakim..

yaya+muiz n shasha+hakim n me+??

oh man!damnation occurs there c0z i'm al0ne

n always single but not available like usual..

but its ok..they r t0o cool by n0t neglecting me..

*seb baek korg pndai jge ht ak!*

sO,after taking our dinner,

muiz wif his SLR did his j0b!!here are s0me results..

hakim*shasha

yaya*muiz

kegedikan semakin t'serlah

*kuii*

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